I'm sitting here not all together sure how I'm feeling.
Tears threatened all the way home, making the drive difficult.
It had taken a while to bring my heart rate back down and to relax, eventually somewhat enjoying the evening.
But it's been twice and it is still painful.
Do I treat it as therapy that I have to 'work through'?
Is it meant to be cathartic?
Or am I supposed to chalk it up to experience?
Whatever.....I am left feeling very sad, again.
