Blue

I am feeling decidedly like a bitch....most of the time.
I'm not feeling like I'm being a good mummy or even a half-way decent one.
I am definitely NOT over DC.
I feel anxious every time we get homework from Dragon Lady.
Not being a particularly good friend to dear friend who has lovely new man.
Negative, low self-esteem, not very confident and tearful.
I want to shake this murky quagmire that I'm in.
But not sure how?